Hmmm...This few day mood just seem to be like up and down for no reason. Ever since that day everything just dont seem to go any way. Some sort of lost touch with Sara, cos it seem that he still cant get over her ex GF. And than we stop texting and think he should have forget what we text before already. Maybe that really is all guys would do one. Should really get use to back to the day where I dont text him or any and see how it goes. But I would really wish that we could get back to the way like how we text. Cos texting him is so fun, just as a friend will do. Wont really wish much any more since we two is also impossible to be together. We are just from two difference world. And for now a days, working is just so stress. So many crop up, all due to baggage thing. Now every one goes to work with a heavy heart. Every one is just so afraid that suddenly that any one would just say there got a baggage issue again. Now working is like a risk. Whatever we do, we just need to double check and double check again and again. Just to prevent from anything to happen again. It is just not like how. Who is able to work under this kind of stress like that?!?!?! My life now is like just so lost now. Really dont know should I head. Cant even think of what should I do and what type of job should look for after that. Wondering who is able to lend a  helping hand out and guide me along the way or maybe just give me a bit of hint of what should I do?